Again, someone said that Art stream is easy. Everytime when I heard someone saying this, I would be so heated up. Who you are to judge that it is easy, because you are a Science student? Because you think that you are not up to level of Science and being disqualified, so you think Art would be easier? Do you know how many students in Art stream scoring good, and what they got is only people telling them the reason you scored is because Art is so easy? No one appreciate how hard they worked.

Don't you dare think that Art or Business stream are easy. why would it be? Its all because of your bullshit perception that Science provides better future, and you went to study Science while in secondary. By the time you come to Uni, you found that you are not smart enough to continue, then you switch stream. You know what? You the one that you think you're smart, but eventually not, is the one making everyone has a perception that Art and Business are easier.

Those "kind" government or UNI makes the syllabus of Arts and Business so easy is because they are afraid that you, the one who is not up to standard, can't cope with those students that taken Art stream during secondary school.

I, as a Art stream student during high school,was only having revision when I was in UNI foundation. Nothing new to learn. Thanks to those previous pure science student, we have to study what we have learnt in the past few years over and over again. This is why you think it is easy, because you are just learning what we had learnt when we were 16 and now you are already 18 or above.

No offense, but just to make the situation clear. Even I myself think that Science is a professional subject and it definately not easy. It just doesn't mean that you should ignore what efforts others have paid up. Everyone should choose what they are good of, and interested of. Not to like following the trend, or like as what any other else tells you. It perhaps not the way you wanna go through.

忐忑的心情

今天 一整天了 都电话不离手
怕的就是 没接到你的电话 看漏了你的信息

你到底在忙什么呢 我好想懂
难道 我不经意地惹你生气了？

我的心情从昨天起就好忐忑
是我对你没有足够的信任
还是我缺乏安全感
反正我就是很怕会失去你

ONE PIECE

ONE PIECE!!

EPISODE 196
21:15

LUFFY

I will be faster next time!

I'm so sad to say that the question was easy, and I... have not enough time to do it! What a disaster?! Sigh. It's not like I don't know how to answer, but insufficient time. It is hundred times worse.

The papers was giving me mark free of charge and I said :"No, thanks. (smile)" How could I be so generous?! I SWEAR that this is for the last time in the world I would have done this. TIME, I don't believe that you are faster than me!

This is what I always feel during FINALS

The first time I was defeated by you. Actually I'm not so sure whether it is the first time. Whatever! What I'm concern is: oh fuck! darn it! I'm not that smart after all. This last minute work does not work on me. Too proud of myself before. Then suffer now. Is not like it will give me the pressure from all over the world, but I'm so not willing to be defeated like this. I know I know. This is all about my emulative spirit. What to do? Maybe because I was brought up in this stupid way. But, I'm okay with it since it is what I do need to get what I need.

Sometimes I'm wondering, since I have time to talk crap here, why not just go try up again. Sometimes god gives miracle to someone that worked hard, maybe it will be me the next time. But now, I was like: So what? Like I care! Ishk! I do care.

This is what I will do. ONE PIECE now, and then PAPERS later.
All back to square-one after all.

只有你能陪我走过一切
你是知道的
可是你选择了沉默与绝情
所以一切终归得靠自己 明白了

I hate when notes are updated weeks by weeks
How to do revision in this case

Not that it is troublesome to print out weekly
I have to prepare for class, my dearest lecturer
I want to read through slides first >.<