笨蛋！！！

你以为我真的可以当什么事都没发生过吗？
笨蛋！！！

You guys don't understand.. People here are so much different than those I knew last time..
Simple to say but difficult to be.. I had a great life during my secondary's school time.. It's just different here.. You don't know what people think until you've been here.. I'm so "mentally" boring here.. They were always be so good to you and talked bad about you behind you..

And I always didn't mean to show off anything.. But they keep thinking I'm showing off.. Shimin or Junbao or who ever from chong hwa.. Can you imagine that I really just keep quiet all the way even though I knew about the particular topic? I don't even dare to say a word..

For example.. During our class.. Our lecturer asked us a question.. And no one would answer.. I don't know whether they know the answer.. But even if I know.. Not a single word I dare to answer.. Because the moment you answer.. Others will think that you are showing off..

For once I answered.. Guess what happened?? Some of the people I don't even recognize said I like to show off.. After that case, no way I'm going to give respond to the lecturer again.. It's just so innocent..

I just wanted to be myself..

Life here make me so frustrated.. Why human have to be so complicated??
Can I just live on my own in the future?? No, I cant.. This means I still had to corporate with everyone.. I knew this is what I have to learn here.. But why is this so difficult for me?
I just wanted to be myself..

很想叫他们进中华见识一下什么叫时间不够用..
一点点东西就呱呱叫.. 很简单罢了好不好.. 时间是自己安排的.. 不够用是借口来啦..
酱子叫有压力?? 他们都不懂什么叫压力..

中华的.. 你们真的很厉害的.. 以前老师真的讲得没错，能在中华生存，你以后一定没有问题.. 相信我，老师说的没错.. 不过一定要打好英文基础.. 这是忠告..

是没有很轻松，不过以前比较忙.. 还没有进入状况，想快点恢复以前那种状态.. 拼过..