You guys don't understand.. People here are so much different than those I knew last time..
Simple to say but difficult to be.. I had a great life during my secondary's school time.. It's just different here.. You don't know what people think until you've been here.. I'm so "mentally" boring here.. They were always be so good to you and talked bad about you behind you..

And I always didn't mean to show off anything.. But they keep thinking I'm showing off.. Shimin or Junbao or who ever from chong hwa.. Can you imagine that I really just keep quiet all the way even though I knew about the particular topic? I don't even dare to say a word..

For example.. During our class.. Our lecturer asked us a question.. And no one would answer.. I don't know whether they know the answer.. But even if I know.. Not a single word I dare to answer.. Because the moment you answer.. Others will think that you are showing off..

For once I answered.. Guess what happened?? Some of the people I don't even recognize said I like to show off.. After that case, no way I'm going to give respond to the lecturer again.. It's just so innocent..