whether it is achievable?

if i am not barred or i fail any subject
i will graduate in may 2013
rest for a month
seeking for job

june 2013
i need a job that can earn me at least 2.5k

0.3k for ptptn
0.5k for car loan
0.5k for food
0.5k for entertainment and others
i have 700 for saving

in order to own a house which cost 350k
i need a deposit of at 20% of the market value which is 70k
mum will contribute at least 40k
then, all i need is 30k

jan 2014
my youngest brother graduates from high school
he will need to enter college
i was hoping that he can continue in australia
finish his a levels or any equivalent qualification in malaysia
i think he needs at least a year or two
about 200k for 3 years
but at least have to settle for first year budget
which is going to be around 80k without any doubt

june 2015
if i save 700 per month for 2 years
i will have 16.8k
still short of 13.2k

however
48k of ptptn loan
i will have 20k left
therefore
after that i will have a balance of 6.8k
settle for a house

jan 2016
if im not mistaken
i can have a bonus of a least a month of every year end
6.8k plus up 5k which ends up to be 11.8k
i need to get a education loan of at least 60k
mortgage the house
80k settled

june 2016
after 3 years of working experience
i hope that i can have a job that earns me 3k a month
no saving for previous year (i got to pay to the bank for house loan)

0.3k for ptptn
0.5k for food
0.8k for entertainment and others
i got to save a lot
1.2k left
what can i do with it
(education loan, house loan)

25 years old
two dreams
master degree oversea
bachelor degree of law
not easy
cost a lot

thinks in a positive way
a first honour class degree
a lot solved
difficult but achievable

Nice Day =)

nice day nice day

econ mid term scored 95.5 over 100

highest in class

don't know whether is the highest among all candidates

scored 46 over 50 for quan.tecniques

not the highest

but it is also unexpected

hard works pay off

p/s: and i'm not barred for this trimester

wahaha

慢慢的才知道 真心对一个人好不一定有回报

而你忽略的人往往有可能是最重视你的

说得真好 还是不要对一个人太好
或许你只是人家心里的一根草
或许你根本不值得存在在人家的心里

对你真好的 往往可能只有你的家人
想家了 好好读书 将来会给他们很好的生活的

就算你怨我 我也无能为力
你以为 我会希望你拿不到吗
一定不会
如果你拿不到 我也情愿 拿不到

你现在怪我 也于事无补
你是第一次弄 我也是
我不是天才 更不是神
我不是什么东西都会的
我不是万能的

你有没有想过
那其实是你的事情
你凭什么责怪我
早知如此 我当初就静静好了
可如果我静静 你又会责怪我没帮你
那 我到底应该怎么样

问题发生时 我不是没有去尝试解决
那你呢 只会在一旁的责怪我
以后什么事情都别要我帮忙了
我蠢 我笨 我没用 只会越帮越忙
拜托 我不想再搞砸你任何事情了

FRUSTRATON

everyone are so concern about their love and relations
make me clear
not like they really care about their for whom they should
but for whom they shouldnt

in colleges
i know you should have one
everyone should has one
i told my parents so too
however
when you see
when you see them keep talking about it
when you see them do nothing but everything for this
when you see them nearly dead for it
you will start to worry
start to think
what will they grown to be in the future

nearly
i was also thinking
what is so big deal about study
what is so big deal to have 3 tests in a day
a lot of my friends told me that they have not enough time to study
i was wondering
for those who score
why do they have enough time
but not enough for us
cant figure it out

dont tell me that you are that busy
in fact
we should not even let this word pop up from our mind
what is the definition for "busy"
why people can do million of things in a day
but we keep mumbling when we even have to do just only one

everyone should think about it
I SHOULD TOO

最近 我都在想 你真的可以成为你想要的吗
不是不支持你
这真的是你想要的吗 并不觉得
总觉得你只是在逃避

不相信你已看得开
还是 你只是没有那 看不开 的机会
怎样都好 虽然每次和你说不支持你
那只是和你闹着玩
你要怎样就怎样吧 希望你不会后悔就行了