swimming day

mom eating sweet corn

me in goggles on the forehead

mom took my funny look >.<

kiat and me swimming

hooraying!! (victory!!)

say "cheeses"

kiat in miserable look

messy hair when the wind blowed

actually I can't bite sweet corn with my teeth in braces (it's a post only =.=)

好想永远单身

今天发生了一件事..
看来我真的不适合拍拖..更何况以后还要结婚..唉~
我几时才可以定下心来..不玩了..
虽然有人照顾的感觉很好，但是并不适合我..
好想永远单身~

my banana

Have you seen bananas that ripe in this way?

(There are three bananas that are still totally green)

你有看过香蕉是酱的熟法的吗？

（有三条香蕉是完全还是青色的）

312 放榜日

一大早就赶回office请假，为的就是我今天能顺利地全天待在中华。SPM放榜咧，加上要和一班好朋友吹水。哎哟，还要特地回去请个全天假。

今天拿成绩时超怕的，相信很多人也是很紧张啦。我跟湘跑来跑去都还找不到去那里拿成绩，又是冷气会议室，又是小礼堂。结果，是在那个校长室外面拿，K型。我好朋友的成绩都很好噢，很多个都拿满A的。虽然自己的成绩不是很好，不过一份耕耘一份收获嘛。没办法啦，谁叫自己以前不拼一点，后悔也没用。

不过还好，看到我们一班朋友又能聚在一起，就算有什么不满意的，都忘记了咯。很久没看到她们了，很想念她们。可是敏就免了，好像经常都有机会看到她，所以她不是重点，哈哈。尤其是bear你啊，隔了三个月才有机会看到你。酱。。我一年嘛才可以见到你四次而已咯。。我不要啊~
希望我们的友谊可以是永远的~我真的会很珍惜~

p/s：其实现在应该是上班时间的，不过现在真的是很无聊。。所以就在这写blog咯。。希望我的主管没有看到我 =.='''

最近的日子

唉！最近精神上超累的，每天重复做一样的事情。很折磨人咧！如果不是看在薪水还算优厚，还有时常都有那些样子还算不错的客人的份上，我一定不做这份工了。可是，我会从推销员转去做办公室书记，就是因为我也做闷了推销员。不过，现在连做书记都觉得闷了，我还可以做什么啊？？好恐怖哦！！应该是活腻了~我还很年轻咧~

每天上班不是把资料输入进电脑，就是跟客人噼里啪啦的说个不停，希望可以跟我们签下那种我也不懂到底是什么的合约。 突然间觉得自己有点虚伪，我明明就不清楚合约内容是什么，偏偏就是因为我的样子像那种入世未深、不会骗人的纯情少女，我的主管就拼命地叫我去说服客人。可是，更离谱的是，他们真的对我说的没有半点怀疑，就酱跟我签下了合约。我平均一个礼拜就可以接下两张过百的订单，完全不用拼业绩，我们的组就已经遥遥领先了。真是开玩笑，我觉得我的薪水应该加倍。

虽然别的组超级不爽我们，可是这也是没办法的事。我的样子是我妈妈生的，天就是这么不公平的啦，节哀顺便吧！

the peace before a storm

A century since my last post or even a visit to my own blog..
Result coming out soon.. Too nervous to think about it.. Good or bad result will make a very big difference in future.. Different college, different enviroment, different way of life, even different me.. Two different ways like black or white and dark or bright.. No similarity.. No.. intersection..
I wish I have power to choose.. To make my own decision in life.. But why the cruel of the reality can always control everyone destiny? Include mine.. Sometimes I was tired to fight back.. But I was afraid to let down their expectation on me..
But when I saw them.. I wish I can help more people.. Their life were sucks.. When I thought of that, I knew I was the lucky one.. I have great family, great friends.. At least I have no worries in my daily life.. Stupid future thing make me frustated.. Make everyone frustated.. But do they know? We are really the lucky one.. I wouldn't let the others control my destiny.. I will control by myself.. Then only I can help the them.. No matter how.. I still have to go on..